Soulmates

A good friend of mine drew this for me. It looks close enough to Bunny and the butterfly effect is simply beautiful. I told him how she sleeps in my bedroom in the afternoon dreaming of butterflies. He asked what colors were in my bedroom and highlighted lavender in the picture. A true friend - Thanks!

Sunny Days Ahead...

Warm sun
Blue skys
Sunny day
That's what I say

Happy Holidays to everyone, everywhere

Journey In to- Out of

I talk a lot about courage, but do I have enough of the stuff to expose more delusions on a Blog? Indulging in a Delusional Journey is not a pretty thing when you cannot get out of it. It traps your mind and sweeps you away to far off places that may or may not be pleasant. Shadow Pits and Light Canyons seem innocent enough; but what if you are stuck? Who’s going to help you get out - the delusional characters in your mind?
If no one knows my delusion, then it’s up to me to not only have this delusion, but get myself out of it as well. Maybe putting it out on the ether will help free its magnetism over me.

This journey isn’t so bad; it’s about Personal Power, fighting the good and bad inside (and outside) me and having choices in the direction I take in life. My destiny; the inspiration that gets me to the next step; the power that provides motivation and the grace to dance through it. There, I did it – The Delusional Journey isn’t just in my head anymore – it’s on the World Wide Web for all to see!

Call of the Wild...

Looking out my porch, I remember hearing the mountains call me years ago... now the mountains are silent, eerie as it were. Silent whispers mummer leave this place, ready, set, go! Time takes time as I feel the nearness of you, whomever you are. Time to say goodbye to the mountains and hello to irresistible bliss under a painted sky. Make someone happy – drive time at the speed of sound.

24 hours are up - Pity Party is Over

We are special and unique. We are miracles. We are a gift to the world. Who we are and what we do matters. Remind yourself of that every single day. Affirm your value....boredom will die it's death as usual.

Bored...to death

To make weary by being dull, repetitive, or tedious.
Blasé, nonchalant, apathetic, cloyed.
Disenchanted, disentranced, fed up, glutted.
Indifferent, jaded, lukewarm, mondaine.
Offhanded, satiated, sick of, surfeited.
Unconcerned, unexcited, uninterested, unmoved.
Weary, world-weary, spiritless, absent.
Abstracted, blah, exhausted, aloof.
Burned out, spent, turned off, uncurious.
Uninvolved, unresponsive, distant, dead...

I can't take much more of sitting at work and not working - I'm a doer - it's like this sign, you're in the middle of nowhere and there is a sign telling you in a mile you are going to reach a road that makes no sense and has no direction. I must make a change in my life in order to feel better, this place of employement is not the answer anymore. My time is up, I'm bored!

Sun Rays....

Inspired toward my destiny, the sun shines on me – another man thus far I have not met.
His crown shoots out diamonds, brilliantly clear.
His third eye, like a topaz, warm and alluring.

His soul and mine dance - we're bound regardless of the outcome.

Creativity, again gleams like a diamond with a dove, fly to me….
His heart was cloudy from the pains of yesterday, but my tears became the rain that melted the clouds so that his heart, once more, shines like the sun.
Personal power is his diamond, he is a solitary man. Yes he is, exceptional and misunderstood.
Sexual power is purple, royal and loyal. He is genuine.
His root is sand – I cannot tell if he is desert or beach. My hope is beach - next to my water.

Dark side of the Moon...

A man I long to meet - tall dark handsome. His crown is like a fountain shooting pyramids out to the world to strengthen the weak.
His third eye is opal colored, serene, like the waters of the Bahamas. Warm and inviting.
His creative charka is the moon shining on the water with an eagle to transform at a moments notice – fly free eagle, come to me.
A beautiful white lotus heart, pure as snow, no wounds to bear.
His personal power also is a purple pyramid that rotates, very rare indeed.
Sexually, his power is maroon, a reddish purple…extremely passionate. I can only imagine!!
His root looks like the Rock of Gibraltar. Strong as can be.

I’m a Star, pulled between the Sun and Moon – he is the Moon in me, the darkness that lets me rest.

Where do I belong...

I’m pulled between the day and night – a star in the middle of the moon and sun.The night’s moon light beams on me and empowers me to be noticeable while the sun is a mother star within me allowing my love to shine brighter… even though you can’t see it, you can feel it.Where do I belong, in the darkness of nights or in the brightest of days? - Deborah

"Twinkle, twinkle, little star,How I wonder what you are.Up above the world so high,Like a diamond in the sky.Twinkle, twinkle, little star,How I wonder what you are!" -Jane Taylor

Let it go...

I found myself in a dark pit of shadows that tore my soul out. I fought as the shadows of darkness fed on my heart and left me empty and alone as anguish beset me. The darkness consumed me until I was one with it. Then a spark ignited in me so divine that it burned a passion of fire up my back until a light filled my eyes with stars that floated out with love so blissful that the darkness was no more. I am unable to return to the pit of darkness, as the light will consume it!

Exposing my Chakras...

To forgive oneself is the most liberating, joyful experience in life.
It’s not forgetting, it is facing the truth and understanding it.
When you are willing to face whatever is in you, you can truly accept yourself.
You must forgive yourself and learn to accept yourself as you are.
Only after you accept your feelings are you in a position to change them.
Accept – forgive – change - joyful - liberating
Forgiveness comes first.

I'm dreaming today ...

I never knew I had a dream Until that dream was you
When I look into your eyes The sky's a different blue
Cross my heart I wear no disguise .....
Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes When I couldn't see
For parting my lips When I couldn't breathe
When I couldn't fly Oh, you gave me wings
Thank you for loving me -Bon Jovi

The Unlimited Possibilities of Love are in my grasp...until we meet - Dash