First day of school

8/10/09
Our 1st day at the slum school. I'm amazed at how I saw the slum the 1st time and how desensitized I am. It didn't really bother me. It was raining and I had to sit on the right of the driver on a motorized rickshaw. I laughed my head off hanging on for dear life.
The older girls at the school were drawn to me so they taught me songs. I drew a map of the world on the chalk board to show them where I live. They asked about my family and were sad that I didn't live with them. Then we played some game with the little girls and I chased them around. This week is play week at school since Thurs and Saturday are holidays so I'm bringing my paints tomorrow.
Leaving I couldn't figure out where we were until we got out of the cab then Yoseph got us lost. I had to go to the bathroom so I was walking quickly. We realized we were on the wrong street and had to turn around....blah, blah, blah, I had a panic attack ARGH!
I'm skipping out on the dying today and feel horrible about it but I need to calm down.
We went to the Internet Cafe. GVN will transfer the funds but Chase declined the transaction. I can't get to Chase online because the Internet access is not secure. God, please help me. I tried the ATM again, no go. I don't have a phone so I can't call.
Today I wanted to go home but I will change my attitude. Jesus loves me this I know. The Holy Spirit is here to guide me. I pray Alan can help me tonight with the finances.